Back Again part 2

well it's been a week since i've left the states, and wow, i never thought it could be harder to leave then when i first came out here. boy, how i was wrong. i'm not sure if its that i have no idea when i'm redeploying or that going home for two weeks was like having a breath of fresh air and then having it taken away, knowing that you can't breath again for months. maybe that sounds a little too much? sorry. i guess it really is just hard to be back, and it really hit me how much i miss everyone. i just can't believe that i'm finally on my down swing. at least i know that i only have four months left at the most. i really miss you guys, i think a lot more that you'll ever know.

i've not been getting a lot of sleep lately, and my countless waking hours give me plenty of time to think. sometimes i'm not even sure what the hell i'm doing, and sometimes i just think about what my friends and family are doing. i think to about how lucky i am, and a lot about our future. i just want to thank everyone again, for everything. you guys, i don't know what i would do without you. that you still care and that you didn't forget about me, and that you still support not only me, but all of us. thanks.